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I hear a lot of words like "beauty" and "handsomeness" and "incredibly chiseled features." To me that's like a vanity, a self-absorbtion that I try to steer clear of. I dig the bungee. For me, it's just the way I live my life. I grip it and I rip it. I live it with a lot of flair. I live it on the edge, where I gotta be. I wasn't like every other kid, you know, who dreams about being and astronaut. I was always more interested in aaaaah? what bark was made out of on a tree. Richard Gere's a real hero of mine. Sting. Sting would be another person who's a hero. The music that he's created over the years - I don't really listen to it. But the fact that he's making it, I respect that. I care desperately about what I do. Do I know what product I'm selling? No. Do I know what I'm doing today? No. But I'm here and I'm gonna give it my best shot.

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Well, I'd like to be the first to say that food is evil. As username may suggest, I find food to be a fickle friend, embracing you when you are at your most vulnerable and then stripping you of any ounce of pride that you may have once had, deserting you only to resurface where you need it the least. It laughs and taunts you from the face of the scale, weighing your already weak shell of a body down until you are forced to succumb to your fate of bloated lethargy.

I do not have a healthy relationship with food, nor do I wish to.

I am on here for support, as well as to give support to all of you out there who are in the same place as me. We can't do this alone... this 'lifestyle' or whatever people decide to call it leaves us isolated enough, and if we ever want to make it in this cold world we all need to find a rock. I want to be there for you.